getting too attached by MisfitableGrae, literature
Literature
getting too attached
to the one night stand, probably sitting
in a taxi on the way back to his overpriced apartment,
fuck you.
oh wait.
this is just to let you know
that i wish i could love like you do.
that is to say, in under thirty minutes and not at all.
this is just to say
congratulations on being my first
one night stand
and also, i just wanted to tell you
that i’m glad you never gave me your name
because if you had, i would have tracked
you down through the whole city,
holding my heart in my hands
until i found you so i could give you
the damn thing.
it’s going to be a long time before
i can get those eyes out of my head, boy.
i wish you
an apology to anyone who'll listen by lupus-astra, literature
Literature
an apology to anyone who'll listen
It begins with a wish
and ends with a sigh.
I am in love with boys who
don't exist and girls who I sometimes
pretend are myself. Spineless,
spiteful, and one hundred percent
sporadic,
I'm becoming undone.
When I was
younger I thought it
was a sin if
your parents didn't
love each other. Now I
know that it's
just the way this world works.
And hell,
I need you right now;
to tell me that
gaining four pounds in
three days is typical
to tell me that
living in a dream every
second is perfectly okay
to tell me that
I'm normal, that I'm
still sane, that I'm not
going to close
i won't let you go.
someday i'll write all about you and i and pretend it was a tragic romance with a lost fairytale ending. but that wasn't how it really happened.
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i loved you in some way. i won't say you belong with me, because we both know that would be lying. even so, you don't belong with her either. don't fool yourself. i picked you because you were a lost little boy who wanted to grow up too quickly. that's what they call premature aging, don't you know? it's not your time yet. so why don't you just lie down and breathe the night sky while you can? but you were just a boy. a boy with golden hair, darkened by pitiful sins and bleac
It's been a year daddy...
I really, really miss you...
Mommy says you're safe now...
In a beautiful place called heaven...
We had your favourite dinner tonight...
I ate it all up...
...even though I don't like carrots...
I learned how to swim this summer...
I can even opn my eyes...
When I'm under water...
Can't you see me?
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I started kindergarden this year...
I have a picture of us...
In my new school lunchbox...
You are the greatest daddy...
I can swing on the swing by myself...
Even though I miss you pushing me...
Can't you see me?
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I miss how you used to tickle
Thank you all for helping me and making me feel welcomed, I appreciate it a lot. But just to help y'all understand I am a girl. I know my profile is a boy but its just a photo I like. I'm guessing you can tell I love anime already. I do have problems of my own so please don't try to make them worse.